I haven't written in a while...
Well, again I've been having a great time with all my friends this entire summer.. and it just started. I move out of my apartment in three weeks and I am homeless for a month, so I am going to have to "sleep around" so to speak.. hahaha. I started filling out my internship application.. this shit is getting scary.. in a year I'll be graduated and have a real job.. That scares the shit out of me. I was at one point so sick of going to school and now I don't want to leave. Shit I'll have a job then I'll have to get married.. god.. shit. I'm not even dating anyone right now. How are people married at 22...honestly.. shit even 18 year olds are married... Damn i feel like a loser and not a loser at the same time.. hahha. I have realized this.. things happen when you don't look for them to happen. You can't go out chasing after people bc I did that with Mr. Newell and look how that ended up. Relationships and dating always happen when you least expect them to and its not always at the perfect time. Shit happens... plain and simple.. and it's fun as hell. Anyways.. I love you all