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I have been thinking a lot. I realize that in my past livejournal, I always complained about everything in my life. Even if I wasnt always upset, everyone only saw my bad side because thats all I ever put out there for people to read. I then allowed what I write to consume my thoughts, causing for more depressing entries. Thats all changed. I am a great person. I have a great life. Its not the easiest, but why would I want it to be? I dont have the same friends I grew close to, but I expected people to leave. Im more than happy with the people that stuck by me. They have truly blessed me with there pressence. I have my thoughts, the bad ones, but everyone has them. You share them with your closest companion, and leave it alone after that. I also notice that since being on my own, I realize Ive tried drifting from God. I need Him in my life always, He is my Father. I look at my past and noticed that I was happiest when I was closest with God. Why would I deny myself of something so amazing? I dont know really where Im going with this entry exactly, I guess just rambling. I just want people to know that Ive grown into that person I always wanted to be.