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I never have anything to say anymore.
I hear about Teaching Fellows in about 3 weeks. I really need money. I really do want to teach, but I feel like now that I've decided on it, I never think about it anymore. I just talk about it mindlessly whenever someone asks me about it. And when I think about a rough draft for the next 10 years of my life, I don't really know anymore if I even want the same things. I'm not talking about teaching, just life in general. I used to want to teach English in a foreign country for a year. I'm not quite sure where that desire went. I mean, a year is a long time, but that would be an awesome experience. And I want to see the world. I don't want to wake up one day and realize that I've wasted opportunities.
New York was amazing. The homeless guy on the Subway scared the shit out of me, but the city was so beautiful and alive. And singing in Carnegie Hall with Dr. Thomas was definitely a once in a life time opportunity. I'm amazed at how blessed I am.
I graduate in a little over 3 months. I can't wait for summer. I've never really liked school a whole lot, but it used to be ok. Until I contracted Senioritis. My motivation levels are lower than normal. I have about 3289047 things I should be doing, but instead I'm updating this thing.
I just want some certainty in my life. I want to be sure about where I'm going to college. I want to find out if I actually won any scholarships. I want to be able to send in a college deposit and register for summer orientation and meet new people. It all depends on Teaching Fellows.
I hear about Teaching Fellows in about 3 weeks. I really need money. I really do want to teach, but I feel like now that I've decided on it, I never think about it anymore. I just talk about it mindlessly whenever someone asks me about it. And when I think about a rough draft for the next 10 years of my life, I don't really know anymore if I even want the same things. I'm not talking about teaching, just life in general. I used to want to teach English in a foreign country for a year. I'm not quite sure where that desire went. I mean, a year is a long time, but that would be an awesome experience. And I want to see the world. I don't want to wake up one day and realize that I've wasted opportunities.
New York was amazing. The homeless guy on the Subway scared the shit out of me, but the city was so beautiful and alive. And singing in Carnegie Hall with Dr. Thomas was definitely a once in a life time opportunity. I'm amazed at how blessed I am.
I graduate in a little over 3 months. I can't wait for summer. I've never really liked school a whole lot, but it used to be ok. Until I contracted Senioritis. My motivation levels are lower than normal. I have about 3289047 things I should be doing, but instead I'm updating this thing.
I just want some certainty in my life. I want to be sure about where I'm going to college. I want to find out if I actually won any scholarships. I want to be able to send in a college deposit and register for summer orientation and meet new people. It all depends on Teaching Fellows.