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damn it's been a long time since i've been on this thing..
basically everything is the same, going good. work is burning the fuck out of me. working 10-5 everyday doesn't seem too bad and it isn't. it's just having to deal with the night before at the same time that sucks.
i'm content with everyone i hang out with. every night is getting to be the same thing though so i'm probably going to be cutting back on time with them.. probably not.
i'm officially in debt. my phone is turned off. i can still live and drive on what i got, i spend it on other shit instead though.
the only problem i have anymore is that i know what i want to do, but i know what i'm gonna end up doing.. like college. i want to go, need to go, and am urged to go; i just don't see it happening.. and like this week. i need to get my shit together and get some rest too. i know who i will be with and what we'll be doing 24/7- work time. i'm just too damn predictable.
the only thing i hate about the weekends is waiting. mostly i have to wait for rachael to get off work so we can get our shit started. but during the week everyone waits on me to get off work. now i feel bad, i should probably quit my job to avoid making anyone suffer through anxious waiting again.
basically everything is the same, going good. work is burning the fuck out of me. working 10-5 everyday doesn't seem too bad and it isn't. it's just having to deal with the night before at the same time that sucks.
i'm content with everyone i hang out with. every night is getting to be the same thing though so i'm probably going to be cutting back on time with them.. probably not.
i'm officially in debt. my phone is turned off. i can still live and drive on what i got, i spend it on other shit instead though.
the only problem i have anymore is that i know what i want to do, but i know what i'm gonna end up doing.. like college. i want to go, need to go, and am urged to go; i just don't see it happening.. and like this week. i need to get my shit together and get some rest too. i know who i will be with and what we'll be doing 24/7- work time. i'm just too damn predictable.
the only thing i hate about the weekends is waiting. mostly i have to wait for rachael to get off work so we can get our shit started. but during the week everyone waits on me to get off work. now i feel bad, i should probably quit my job to avoid making anyone suffer through anxious waiting again.