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update.
This semester is half way over (scary) and I still feel like it's the third week of school.
I really miss home lately, and I can't wait to get back. I've been thinking alot about what happened with Ashley and it really sucks, I miss her. We were such good friends and differences in lifestyles pushed us apart. She won't even talk to me, and I guess I understand why, but I still feel that my reaction to the situation was natural and I had every right to be worried and taken back.
I should have been more excited for her, having a baby is a cool thing, and it changes everything. I should have been happier for her, but I was her friend, and I was worried, and scared, and suprised, and I didn't support the siuation, but I supported her, and I wish that had been enough.
I wish that things had worked out differently, I lost a good friend and I wish that things could be made right, but as of now it doesn't look like they're going to, and I'm just going to have to work with that.
I don't know, I miss alot of people and I guess its my own fault why things happened the way they did, but it doesn't change the situation. and it doesn't change how badly it sucks.
Massachusetts in two weeks, I can't wait
This semester is half way over (scary) and I still feel like it's the third week of school.
I really miss home lately, and I can't wait to get back. I've been thinking alot about what happened with Ashley and it really sucks, I miss her. We were such good friends and differences in lifestyles pushed us apart. She won't even talk to me, and I guess I understand why, but I still feel that my reaction to the situation was natural and I had every right to be worried and taken back.
I should have been more excited for her, having a baby is a cool thing, and it changes everything. I should have been happier for her, but I was her friend, and I was worried, and scared, and suprised, and I didn't support the siuation, but I supported her, and I wish that had been enough.
I wish that things had worked out differently, I lost a good friend and I wish that things could be made right, but as of now it doesn't look like they're going to, and I'm just going to have to work with that.
I don't know, I miss alot of people and I guess its my own fault why things happened the way they did, but it doesn't change the situation. and it doesn't change how badly it sucks.
Massachusetts in two weeks, I can't wait