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today was such a lousy day. it started out okay, but then the fight at lunch just made me nauseous. after all these fights and the violence we've had at our school lately, i really just feel not scared but like disgusted and sorry for like victims of fights and such. i don't know, it's just really sad how many people have to live their lives like this. ya then there was more talk about the racist thing on cnn, and i think everyone hates our school now. and like i know the guy that did it, and i just feel so horrible for his family and even for him, although i know he was an idiot to do it. i guess all the stuff that has been happening lately has just reminded me of how lost people are without god in their lives. maybe he is just using this to show people that. but like right now i just feel let down by someone, and i mean i will be okay, but right now it's just really stupid. ya and now i have like 10 hours of homework tonight. i just feel like it will never end. i am so glad we have a god who sees all we do, and that we don't live for other's approval, bc we will never be satisfied with it. right now i just want to live my life for god, and no one else.