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I guess it's been a while huh? At least since 4 September.
I haven't written in here for such a long time because it has been so long since I have had anything of import to write about. And yet, here I am writing when still I have nothing to say.
Summer was long, and as it changes into autumn I sit here hoping winter will bring a little bit of comfort.
This entire month has been a series of failures, one after another. Returning to Ferris is turning out to have been a horrible idea because here I am only about one month into school and I am having the same problems with the administration. Mr B marked me as being in class one day when I was not, and later that afternoon I got a call from Mr Dotson accusing me of skipping all of my classes and only going to wind ensemble. They're just sitting there waiting for me to screw up. I'm doing everything I;m supposed to be doing, and here he is calling me, harassing me and accusing me of lying to him. The little bastard.
I don't have time to put up with this. They want me to repeat this year to make up for credits they don't feel I've earned because even thouth the work was complete, I was not present in a class (during sophomore year). Because of this phone call I spent an entire weekend being yelled at by my mother and being told to move out, quit school and get a job.
I was being told this by someone who caused so much trouble in her office that she was told to go home and stay there during her office hours and that she was not permitted to leave the house during those times. She was home for over a month.
I've been trying to get together with Kellie all month, but the first time she got sick, the next weeked-I got sick, and we've both been busy with other things and just haven't had the time. It's very frustrating. I miss my orchestra buddy. But on the plus side I have been talking to the oboes a lot (mostly Joe, and sometimes Conner) and on Monday I talked to Laura and was absolutely amazed to find out that there are other people just as nerdy as me!
That's all really, it's amazing, isn't it, how I can really hve nothing to say and yet lots to talk about?
I haven't written in here for such a long time because it has been so long since I have had anything of import to write about. And yet, here I am writing when still I have nothing to say.
Summer was long, and as it changes into autumn I sit here hoping winter will bring a little bit of comfort.
This entire month has been a series of failures, one after another. Returning to Ferris is turning out to have been a horrible idea because here I am only about one month into school and I am having the same problems with the administration. Mr B marked me as being in class one day when I was not, and later that afternoon I got a call from Mr Dotson accusing me of skipping all of my classes and only going to wind ensemble. They're just sitting there waiting for me to screw up. I'm doing everything I;m supposed to be doing, and here he is calling me, harassing me and accusing me of lying to him. The little bastard.
I don't have time to put up with this. They want me to repeat this year to make up for credits they don't feel I've earned because even thouth the work was complete, I was not present in a class (during sophomore year). Because of this phone call I spent an entire weekend being yelled at by my mother and being told to move out, quit school and get a job.
I was being told this by someone who caused so much trouble in her office that she was told to go home and stay there during her office hours and that she was not permitted to leave the house during those times. She was home for over a month.
I've been trying to get together with Kellie all month, but the first time she got sick, the next weeked-I got sick, and we've both been busy with other things and just haven't had the time. It's very frustrating. I miss my orchestra buddy. But on the plus side I have been talking to the oboes a lot (mostly Joe, and sometimes Conner) and on Monday I talked to Laura and was absolutely amazed to find out that there are other people just as nerdy as me!
That's all really, it's amazing, isn't it, how I can really hve nothing to say and yet lots to talk about?