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people have all sorts of personal philosiphys that they use to make decitions about the way their lives turn out.
and as we get told from a young age everyone is different.
some people have really good ways of looking at things and lead fantastic lives some have really shit ones and end up hating the world but still not preparing to change the way they do things
you have to look at the whole picture and even though i like to live each day as it comes i set myself a set of values that i like to live buy so i dont get hurt in the process. and if i find the way i look, do, act ETC doesnt work i change it but i still get hurt, i still manage to make mistakes, fuck and make bad choices. i am only human and its a part of growing up.
they say learn by your mistakes. but lately it feels like my philosiphy instead of living each day as it comes is just live from one mistake to another.
and i am getting sick of disapointment and failing its not everything but in the last two months i cant do anything right i dont like it and it has to change. but im afraid with change what do i have to do, what do i have to give up,
and as we get told from a young age everyone is different.
some people have really good ways of looking at things and lead fantastic lives some have really shit ones and end up hating the world but still not preparing to change the way they do things
you have to look at the whole picture and even though i like to live each day as it comes i set myself a set of values that i like to live buy so i dont get hurt in the process. and if i find the way i look, do, act ETC doesnt work i change it but i still get hurt, i still manage to make mistakes, fuck and make bad choices. i am only human and its a part of growing up.
they say learn by your mistakes. but lately it feels like my philosiphy instead of living each day as it comes is just live from one mistake to another.
and i am getting sick of disapointment and failing its not everything but in the last two months i cant do anything right i dont like it and it has to change. but im afraid with change what do i have to do, what do i have to give up,