a heartless hearth

[ahopelesslove]

when the door opens,
it shuts thereafter
but as his lung thins
its the publics laughter

he walks around in life, confused
everywhere he goes hatred finds him
constantly being fled by the refused,
he discovers that he isnt like them

this man is really a boy
he is outcasted into a man
he just plays dolls as decoy
like a puppet masters plan

as hard as it seems, he walks and works
every day he is looked down upon and hurt
his enviroment acting like narrow-minded jerks
he might as well get over with the worst

hes trying to find something
a new place to finally stay
for a lifes simple teaching
hes on his knees to this day

this man tries to pray to God and ask why
why this earth has so much blissed hatred
he goes on forth wondering if this is a lie
no one to this day knows what he now did

he vanished off the earth
and never ever again came back
heart never connected hearth
too many qualties did he lack

this boy is me....i want to leave the earth... ive never been so depressed before. thank you all for reading my bare soul.