gradumatated
out here in the wide world, no longer able to put "student" next to the little box that asks for an occupation. well how about that. i'm not sure that i believed it would happen until leon put the damn thing in my hand. i've moved out of my apartment and back into a small room on the second floor of a wooden house in amherst. back to my parents house, which i really don't mind, it saves rent but sounds lame. right now i'm more concermed anout the money. then out west in september or august. everyone is scattered, but i actually don't feel so sad about that, i mean its hard not to see everyone all the time, but i just think about all the places i can go to visit.
but summer is strange and disconnected. i mean that i feel introverted and i think about high school and how strange that expririence was, how my brother is suddenly nineteen years old and i still think of him as 12. its strange to see my parents grow older. i'm back working which is good and fills up my days. my fingers hurt and so do my arms. this feels good.
but summer is strange and disconnected. i mean that i feel introverted and i think about high school and how strange that expririence was, how my brother is suddenly nineteen years old and i still think of him as 12. its strange to see my parents grow older. i'm back working which is good and fills up my days. my fingers hurt and so do my arms. this feels good.