A small spark in every shadow
Well today while at work I was still feeling a bit bummed out. So I ended up going home a couple hours early. I didn't think anything of it myself as I was just looking forward to going home and taking a load off. Well as soon as I walk in the door, my mother pounces all over me. She wasnt just upset she was acting like a raving lunatic. She went off on me and said how I was lying about my condition and that I was a failure. I also have no backbone anywhere in my body and she has no idea what happened to it. She feels that all i want to do is have a pity party and sit around feeling sorry for myself. Apparently all the psychology masters out there are wrong and she is right. I am just faking it and can snap out of it any time. Well needless to say after ranting and raving and making sure i felt smaller than a mouse I called some friends for support. Gia was there to give me support as always and was being protective of me. I love the woman and goddess knows what i would do without her during these dark times. Then I spoke to my friend Joe and he came up with the idea that I could move in with him. His wife and he need the money and it could give me space that i need to live my own life. I would stay with them long enough to get on my feet and save the money to purchase my own place. I will be doing this move this weekend and I so cant wait for it. It will be an exciting new experience for me. I think that my prayers to Lord Odin and Lady Froeya have finally been answered. They have given me the strength I need, the friends that love me, and the sight to see the path I need to take right now. I wish you all a very good evening and hope to be back later this week with more good news.