May 01, 2008 07:46
Well its certainly been an interesting few weeks. Since I last posted I have been to pscyhiatrist who recommended a combonation of Lexapro and Welbutrin. So far it seems to be working rather well though I still find myself depressed on occasion. My anxiety is under control for the most part and I dont feel such nasty irritibility or mood swings like I did before I started. My pscyhologist did a little family flowchart for me and helped me to realize that my entire family's history was one of abuse in one shape or form. I was the one who gave him the information but I never really took a look at it as a whole. I have been taking it day by day and just trying to survive in hopes that my life will turn around for the better soon. It is weird to feel lonely when surrounded by friends, but I honestly do feel like that. Today I am running a bit late for work, but that is okay, the day still feels good to me.
Im currently trying to find different pagan/wiccan groups out there to spend time with and do things with. I feel that it would be great to get myself out of the house and meet new friends and people whom share the same beliefs I do. I haven't had much luck as of yet, but I hope to turn something up soon. Well I am off. Take care everyone.