My head hurts. You bit it off too many times.
Aaaanyway. I don't want to go back to school, but I kind of do. I want the routine back, I want to see those pretty faces (minus three of my favorites. hands_of_blue, emmaholovesyou , and brendan (whom is lj-less.) Still gonna see you guys though, just not everyday which makes me want to cry.). One side of me is like, "People other then the few youve seen this summer! New old faces! Yaaay!" And the other side is like, "Ugh, actual work, and thinking." I just want the social part out of school. And I don't want the "summerfun" to end.
But it feels like I only had fun half of this summer. Like the beginning was good, the shore trips, and staying up late. Going into town, obsessing over supernatural, pulling almost all-nighters, and an all-nighter. But then there were certain parts of CTY that werent so enjoyable which was basically the other half of summer that I didnt have AS MUCH fun during. I still had fun, trust me I did. But it was a different kind. Cause I was alone way more then I was used to and way more dependent on my family, and myself then my friends. But I'm glad I had that kind of experience there. Cause now I can watch myself, and see how I act around people. Learn how to make friends better, how to not attach myself to someone because they may just let you down. I let myself down too, but thats my fault. I can deal with that.
I think I can make this school year a whole lot better. What with me biting my tongue most of the time. I'm fine with that, I'm tired of annoying people.
Love you guys.
But it feels like I only had fun half of this summer. Like the beginning was good, the shore trips, and staying up late. Going into town, obsessing over supernatural, pulling almost all-nighters, and an all-nighter. But then there were certain parts of CTY that werent so enjoyable which was basically the other half of summer that I didnt have AS MUCH fun during. I still had fun, trust me I did. But it was a different kind. Cause I was alone way more then I was used to and way more dependent on my family, and myself then my friends. But I'm glad I had that kind of experience there. Cause now I can watch myself, and see how I act around people. Learn how to make friends better, how to not attach myself to someone because they may just let you down. I let myself down too, but thats my fault. I can deal with that.
I think I can make this school year a whole lot better. What with me biting my tongue most of the time. I'm fine with that, I'm tired of annoying people.
Love you guys.