Computer Journal Entry 7.03.06
June 3rd 2006
Susan was a little cranky this morning for some reason. Can’t say I know for sure why. But something is making her upset, I just wish I knew what it was. Whenever she gets upset she always starts talking about who hates her and why. She is convinced my grandma and aunt hate her. They don’t hate her. They like her! *sigh* I understand why Susan might think they are not pleased with her, but she just wants in her head to think everyone hates her right now. Oh well... not much I can do about it right now. I try my best to make her smile and cheer her up.
Steve apparently has a surprise for me. I wish I knew what it was. I’ve been dying to know all yesterday. Haha He just would not tell me what it was. Better yet, I wish we had food in the house. We have bread because I just bought a loaf. But I opened the fridge and there was condiments and a bowl of old beans. Seems food is a bit scarce around here lately. I went to go buy cat food and kitty litter today but they didn’t have any at Save-a-lot. I will have to go tomorrow I guess to K-Mart and just try to put the bags in my back pack. I need a car. Or someone with a car. Steve needs to get his licence haha.
Lately it seems my journals have gotten less and less filling. Part of it is I am tired. I got very little sleep last night and I kept having bad dreams. Looks like I’m off again. See you later.
Much Love,
Hai
Hello again. Today was interesting. It’s no secret that I don’t really care for Shannon’s company. But apparently he doesn’t like me either. He’s been getting more and more snippy with me. And mother says he was talking badly about me. She recommended going into the DARE Shelter. I would rather not. But I’m not sure how long I should wait. You see roughly 10 years ago a similar thing happened to my mother with Shannon. He slowly got more and more snippy. Mean. Name calling. And than one day threw something across the room at her. And finally he pulled a gun on her and we went to the shelter. So I wonder how long I should be waiting. I wonder if I am being paranoid. I did put some of my books away. And I will prolly put more away tomorrow. At the shelter they would let me stay a couple weeks, maybe even longer. And they usually help you look for a place and whatnot. I am going to call Steve. We should talk about this. *sigh* At least I need someone to talk to a little. I wish I had a place where I could call him and not worry about who could over hear.
Much Love,
Hai