long time, no write.
abbottsford didnt work out. i stayed 2 weeks and got the hell out of dodge.
im back in nanaimo. was trying to get into treatment, but i never got it together.
everything seemed to mount up when i walked in on my ex of 4 years boning some chick, and i thought maybe this is it. the END.
instead i checked into the hospital and found somewhere to stay for a nights in order to avoid offing myself.
shortly thereafter i met justin. been dating him just over 2 weeks. supposed to get a place for april 1 together. the apartment hunting is going slowly with not much result.
justin is by far the sweetest guy ive ever dated. im lucky and im afraid im going to fuck it up.
still in love with v, even after getting beat up some more, even after he attacked my shins with a metal bar. only fools fall in love maybe.
oh yeah. been clean almost a month. i told josh a month last week. he's in florida. or was.
go me
oh yeah, almost forgot. i was kicked in the face last night by my ex-bf coke dealers women goons. sweeeeet
im back in nanaimo. was trying to get into treatment, but i never got it together.
everything seemed to mount up when i walked in on my ex of 4 years boning some chick, and i thought maybe this is it. the END.
instead i checked into the hospital and found somewhere to stay for a nights in order to avoid offing myself.
shortly thereafter i met justin. been dating him just over 2 weeks. supposed to get a place for april 1 together. the apartment hunting is going slowly with not much result.
justin is by far the sweetest guy ive ever dated. im lucky and im afraid im going to fuck it up.
still in love with v, even after getting beat up some more, even after he attacked my shins with a metal bar. only fools fall in love maybe.
oh yeah. been clean almost a month. i told josh a month last week. he's in florida. or was.
go me
oh yeah, almost forgot. i was kicked in the face last night by my ex-bf coke dealers women goons. sweeeeet