i should be at home doing laundry right now.
and i will get to it. the dishes also need to be washed. not so much because i have a lot of dirty dishes, but because my kitchen is the size of a closet. ehh, gotta make due.
tanya is visiting/staying with me tomorrow til friday. i would say w00p, but i am working those days and have resolved to not go out during the week. and smoke less. and we both know the resolve is weak when our forces combine.
i am having anxiety about work. this lawyer's files are piling ever higher, with more and more instructions, and i feel like i am not keeping up. i think i am keeping up with the pace, but i have never worked for a divorce lawyer before and had maybe two weeks learning it at Mal 3 years ago. i am good at formatting and creating documents and the basic requirements of any legal secretary, but noone else in the office does family law, most people hate it and do not want to be employed in that profession, and i have a desk covered in files and papers that are beginning to look like towers of doom.
what stresses me out more is where the hell they will put me in the office, and what i am supposed to be doing next week when my boss' secretary is back from her holidays. that is going to be d-day i think, i will require a desk somewhere and then i expect they will want to discuss what exactly they want me to do there. which so far looks like everything law related, even when i have little or no experience with everything except real estate, wills, estates and company stuff. and i need more money. my rent is more than i have ever paid and my bills will be more money since only i am paying them. :(
hahaha, listening to this 50 yr old dude going on about 'i am so pissed off' 'stupidity' 'indiggity' 'so frigging maddening' 'it is reprehensible. i'm just mad.' ...pertaining to his employment at cbc (which is on strike/lockout), taken from this link posted in fatkats: http://podcast.cmgvancouver.org/cbcunplugged-vancouver_2005_08_22.mp3
i don't really know what the entire story is, i just remember seeing bbc news being broadcasted with intermittent 'CBC is on lockout. This is not Regular Programming' flash ad between shows and the cbc radio station playing old classic music without commercials or regular news programming. i havent seen any news coverage on tv regarding the cbc strike whatsoever.
i want to go back to school. i feel like i am getting out of step with things, my life consists of lawyer talk and my man and the occasional freak night out. why did i waste my time? what fool thoughts i had.
at least i am going to a party this saturday. for one night i will banish the rest of the serious world and groove to da beats.
msn for info if ya down wit it
cha mon
oh ya, sin city was dope. i must own it.
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the perfect blend of evil is difficult to attain; to master it is worth admiration and curious fascination.
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tanya is visiting/staying with me tomorrow til friday. i would say w00p, but i am working those days and have resolved to not go out during the week. and smoke less. and we both know the resolve is weak when our forces combine.
i am having anxiety about work. this lawyer's files are piling ever higher, with more and more instructions, and i feel like i am not keeping up. i think i am keeping up with the pace, but i have never worked for a divorce lawyer before and had maybe two weeks learning it at Mal 3 years ago. i am good at formatting and creating documents and the basic requirements of any legal secretary, but noone else in the office does family law, most people hate it and do not want to be employed in that profession, and i have a desk covered in files and papers that are beginning to look like towers of doom.
what stresses me out more is where the hell they will put me in the office, and what i am supposed to be doing next week when my boss' secretary is back from her holidays. that is going to be d-day i think, i will require a desk somewhere and then i expect they will want to discuss what exactly they want me to do there. which so far looks like everything law related, even when i have little or no experience with everything except real estate, wills, estates and company stuff. and i need more money. my rent is more than i have ever paid and my bills will be more money since only i am paying them. :(
hahaha, listening to this 50 yr old dude going on about 'i am so pissed off' 'stupidity' 'indiggity' 'so frigging maddening' 'it is reprehensible. i'm just mad.' ...pertaining to his employment at cbc (which is on strike/lockout), taken from this link posted in fatkats: http://podcast.cmgvancouver.org/cbcunplugged-vancouver_2005_08_22.mp3
i don't really know what the entire story is, i just remember seeing bbc news being broadcasted with intermittent 'CBC is on lockout. This is not Regular Programming' flash ad between shows and the cbc radio station playing old classic music without commercials or regular news programming. i havent seen any news coverage on tv regarding the cbc strike whatsoever.
i want to go back to school. i feel like i am getting out of step with things, my life consists of lawyer talk and my man and the occasional freak night out. why did i waste my time? what fool thoughts i had.
at least i am going to a party this saturday. for one night i will banish the rest of the serious world and groove to da beats.
msn for info if ya down wit it
cha mon
oh ya, sin city was dope. i must own it.
***
the perfect blend of evil is difficult to attain; to master it is worth admiration and curious fascination.
***