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useless horrible tainting performance tonight.
actually the whole day i was rather scattered and mindless.
yesterday i was extremely happy and feeling adequate. a big up to a big down.
things are changing quickly, things finishing. 'things' is covering all manner of issues to do with work, projects, holidays, friendships, expectations, limitations, inspirations - many 'ations',
I feel like I'm stating the obvious - everything works like that.
I don't like this lj anymore. I can't write without worrying what people will construe. I wonder how the impression of my representation online and myself in person differ?
Please let me know honestly,
I am curious.
actually the whole day i was rather scattered and mindless.
yesterday i was extremely happy and feeling adequate. a big up to a big down.
things are changing quickly, things finishing. 'things' is covering all manner of issues to do with work, projects, holidays, friendships, expectations, limitations, inspirations - many 'ations',
I feel like I'm stating the obvious - everything works like that.
I don't like this lj anymore. I can't write without worrying what people will construe. I wonder how the impression of my representation online and myself in person differ?
Please let me know honestly,
I am curious.