So much...

Apr 03, 2006 14:29

A few months back I made Kyo a teddybear. Black fur with red stitching, and a eyepatch with 'blood' on it. A little red heart stitched to it's chest with Kyo's Kanji upon that. I never gave it to him then, but I gave it to him now. Stupid brat put himself in the hospital again, I hope the bear made him feel better. He seemed embarrassed by the toy, but.. I think he liked it. I can never tell with him these days.

Mana-san actually called, I'm suprised, but pleasantly so. We had tea and then went to a movie. I felt bad for leaving Kyo, but he was asleep and I really need to start spending time away from him. I've been made to realize... it's not healthy to be so attached to only one person, at least when you can't be as close to that person as you'd like to be. Gah there I go again... I keep taling about my bestfriend, when I'm trying to talk about something else. I think I bored Mana-san, as I kept talking about Kyo so much and to top things off, I feel asleep during the movie he took me to. Some horror that was playing. Thankfully, he didn't seem upset, and I think he and I will go out a few more times. I believe this is good for us both. I need to get out, just as much as he seems to.

Well hopefully I'll hear from him again, I'm really looking forward to having even one friend outside of my bandmates. So I'm keeping my hopes up, best I can.

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~ Shinya ~
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