lists.

[ahlah]

This is a list of things going through my head right now.

*i am so sick and tired of being sick and tired.
*i am exhausted and there are not enough hours in the days.
*our room is a disaster.
*i'm pissed that every night there is a man in our room, but its never for me...ever.
*i am coughing so hard i sound like i am a chronic smoker.
*i miss having someone to go to bed with.
*my life will change in two days.
*i hate school
*i dont think anything is worth it anymore
*i work so much i see my co-workers more than my own family.
*i miss my best friend kyle
*the nanny is the greatest show, evah
*i will never understand some people even though i wish i could so bad.
*i miss you
*i am so fucking jealous sometimes.
*i'd stop the world and dance with you.
*why the hell did i get teary eyed at the star spangled banner yesterday....?
*i wish i could drop out of school.
*just because you left doesn't mean i am letting you go
*everytime i go into bed i go back.
*sometimes i just suck at life.
*i miss my kitty!
*i'm going to bed.
*theres only two people i have met that have kissed me and touched me in the exact way i need to be. ONLY TWO. sweet jesus.
*the breats on my back are at full attention...!