Alright, i know i don't post much, but here's some sort of update

[ahkren]

So the last few months have been pretty fucked up, my dad died at the end of december, begining of january ilia and i decided to get a divorce, within a few weeks we thought we may be able to work it out, and then i fucked that up severely last sunday night, i mean really really badly. so, now i'm officially homeless till i can find a place to live. i'm crashing at a friends house for the moment, but it's just a temporary thing. All i have atm is a bag of a few necessities, and the clothes i'm wearing. everything else is at ilia's house.
So i'm officially and permanently single, like it or not. trying to come to terms with that is kind of painful, but i have no choice but to move on, so that's what i'm going to do. Move on. I had a life at one point, and then i stopped and unfortunately it seems i've cut alot of people who care about me out of my life. I'm sorry for all the people i haven't talked to in a while, regardless of that i still care about you all.
So if you wanna get ahold of me for whatever reason till i have a phone and know where i'm going to be staying you can reach me at ahkren@gmail.com as i'm really bad at posting to or checking my livejournal and myspace.

*hugs to everyone*