its hard to say what it is i see in you...
i was watching summerland. and in case you haven't watched it before, there are 3 kids whose parents die and they go live with their aunt. So...the girl was going to look in a box of her moms stuff to find a recipe for her little brother. but she lied and told him she looked in it when really she hadn't. later she told him that she lied and they went and looked in the box together. They found an egg timer and right when the little boy was going to turn it on...the older brother (jesse mccartney..hotnessss) walked in and told him not to do it. The girl told him he should...so they went and turned it. When it rang...the little boy goes "mom. the timer went off". Thats the moment i started crying. They found their dads class ring. And their moms apron which still smelled like her. And they were just sititng around this box remembering the good times they had with their mom and stuff. And they were all crying. and i was crying because i realized that i've done the same thing. I haven't opened a box of my dads because im scared to. Im scared of what i might find. Im scared of the memories it might bring back. I don't know why im so scared. And it just made me sit and cry for like 10 minutes. And now i feel a lot better.
oh and jeannetta and i are pyros for life!!