May 26, 2008 20:33
It's been many moons, and many suns, and all other planetary shifts inbetween since I've posted here. There's no way I can pack a year's worth of life onto this page and I know not to even try. But, there's still this voice inside of me that longs to speak volumes and so I have to indulge myself. Although, in today's world if you're found talking to yourself, people just assume you've got a Bluetooth. Once upon a time you were just crazy. I like crazy - it's much more interesting.
The year I've lived until right now brought back a few people into my life of which my character is a part of. Some of these people have welcomed me back, and some still aren't sure whether they want to. There are some people who I've parted ways with and some I'd like to simply forget if given the chance. And then I wonder who would I miss? Who would I want to miss? It seems I don't even care if they'd miss me. I suppose that's the clue right there.
I was recently challenged on my most enjoyable passion - my intense love of rock music and the bands who I lay hard-earned money down for two hours of escape. I have many passions in my life I'm not willing to give up. I've always felt that if we all loved the same things, life would be boring and none of us would be unique, so it's okay if I'm not understood. Maybe I prefer not to share. But, keep asking me, because sharing who I am with you reminds me of why I am NOT you. Yay!
Apparently Mercury is in retrograde, and as the great astrologers remind us, it's what we choose to do with it, not just what it states. For some it will be three weeks of chaos, but if we truly have that choice then the secret is in the "re" and that's what brings me here...."Re"visiting.
Cheers