brippity brippit
where did everyone go? sometimes when you leave you are more then happy to never return, and then there are those other times, when returning is just what you needed. for the life fo me i can not figure out why i am having such a hard time adjusting...i have never really been great at adjusting, but i have winged it in such a manner that it appeals to the masses as a thing that goes without questioning.
i have tried everything outside of trying to make an impression, but it seems as if closed minded people have never been introduced to an exuberant blonde before. i have sincerly made honest attempts to try and scratch out someoen with who i can share time with....after awhile, you dont want to try anymore; after the third rtime of being called odd, you begin to believe the word can sting a bit.
honestly, i have friends, i do not need new ones, but i would like to have someone to share stories with at three am.....and not through a phone line either..i mean like an actual face to face conversation: this seems like an easy task, but it is proving to evail me as dautingly as bio-chemics..eegad!
i have switched up my scheduale, which was exhilerating...thats right, i am that low, changing classes is making my day.
i cant go five seconds without speaking, but when you study alone, no one gets to hear that clever joke about Russians in bathing suits(it was a good clean joke, i swear!lol)
katie is constantly worried about me...this lead to me staying at her apartment for like the whole weekend! she just fears that i have grown to pale or soemthing of that nature...her exat words "you are too pale!"
so today i will give it one last go. see if i can get someone to actually speak...amybe i have forgotten that i have moved to a foreign country..and i have yet to learn the language-yes, maybe this is the reason people stare at me funny when i talk-as if, but it did make me feeel better!lol
smiles and such!
Carly
i have tried everything outside of trying to make an impression, but it seems as if closed minded people have never been introduced to an exuberant blonde before. i have sincerly made honest attempts to try and scratch out someoen with who i can share time with....after awhile, you dont want to try anymore; after the third rtime of being called odd, you begin to believe the word can sting a bit.
honestly, i have friends, i do not need new ones, but i would like to have someone to share stories with at three am.....and not through a phone line either..i mean like an actual face to face conversation: this seems like an easy task, but it is proving to evail me as dautingly as bio-chemics..eegad!
i have switched up my scheduale, which was exhilerating...thats right, i am that low, changing classes is making my day.
i cant go five seconds without speaking, but when you study alone, no one gets to hear that clever joke about Russians in bathing suits(it was a good clean joke, i swear!lol)
katie is constantly worried about me...this lead to me staying at her apartment for like the whole weekend! she just fears that i have grown to pale or soemthing of that nature...her exat words "you are too pale!"
so today i will give it one last go. see if i can get someone to actually speak...amybe i have forgotten that i have moved to a foreign country..and i have yet to learn the language-yes, maybe this is the reason people stare at me funny when i talk-as if, but it did make me feeel better!lol
smiles and such!
Carly