May 09, 2005 02:03
sleep, is still not getting here, and the room is being illuminated by the computers blinking lights and the warm hum of crickets outside my window.
i can see one star through the window above my head. my father believes that i should put a curtain on this window, but i can't stand the thought of shuting out the night. i think soon i will go and stand barefoot in the cool grass. really, its the best part of living where i live...civilization hardly exist, and when it gets warm i find myself waundering through the woods and standing by a lake that reflects the world above like a mirror of black glass.
life is beauty, and beauty is life.
that star is calling out to me, it seems to be caught in the oak tree branches. i surely hope the sky does not tear, then the glitter it holds will fall to the earth and you will all miss it as you sleep; i alone will know of the truth-it is what makes me smile.
love, luck, lollipops.
Carly