Scatchum......don't forget me these days.
so this is how it is going to be? pretend you don't remember how i sound when the tears fall, nothing is thicker than blood babe. is it just me or is it all ganging up on me. so help it if i don't like as others do and if when i fall i turn in circles with my arms wide open. i like it when he smiles like that, and give me those arms any day, but they'll never be mine. if i can't seperate a want from a need then what? purpose was given to those who needed it first, i was second on the list but never really did the list exist.
two letters have sealed my fate for the rest of my life. he saw it all in my eyes and i banished him to the far fields of the horizon. i pushed so hard, i screamed so loud, but he came back for more pleading with me to remember how i had once felt. fell and falling and never will i be able to forget, which is not fair! give me an ocean to seperate us and he'll jump a ship, ofcourse a lover so divine walks on water with the greatest of ease. called me your "pretty girl" held my hand and spun me under a starlit sky. i believed every word until you took me too soon. how can i forgive you for giving me the one thing i always wanted? why did you pull back the skin and expose the bone? i would be naive to it all now, but you opened a window and now after the seconds have passed i want you back and always will.
and then there is you, who i took for granted and laughed at with fear. saying my name was like telling me how you really felt and i wanted it all over again. i begged and opened my arms but you had changed from our first meeting, you had grown cold in the night. blood no longer pulsed the vein that i had once flowed in. you looked at me with steel eyes and a single tear, had i really done so much to you?
now in the world my wings are forever wet. memories slide in and out of place. i am the rubix cube that was started but never completed. so many will try, but this heart is the sword of the stone. only you can bring me back from these depths. oil covered eyes, lungs logged with the crimson tide, and a soul that is restless, yet trapped beneath the ivory frame.
i will die under this spell.
you will forget me, i understand that, but still i will think of you. apologies come too late it seems and for that i am sorry the most. she will take my place. her shadow and laugh better then mine ever were. you will wake in the night and wonder where you are see her body beside yours and realize that you are at peace. my moonlit nights will leave me scanning the globe for what i had once with you.
thank you for allowing me to feel, even for just a second...beautiful.
two letters have sealed my fate for the rest of my life. he saw it all in my eyes and i banished him to the far fields of the horizon. i pushed so hard, i screamed so loud, but he came back for more pleading with me to remember how i had once felt. fell and falling and never will i be able to forget, which is not fair! give me an ocean to seperate us and he'll jump a ship, ofcourse a lover so divine walks on water with the greatest of ease. called me your "pretty girl" held my hand and spun me under a starlit sky. i believed every word until you took me too soon. how can i forgive you for giving me the one thing i always wanted? why did you pull back the skin and expose the bone? i would be naive to it all now, but you opened a window and now after the seconds have passed i want you back and always will.
and then there is you, who i took for granted and laughed at with fear. saying my name was like telling me how you really felt and i wanted it all over again. i begged and opened my arms but you had changed from our first meeting, you had grown cold in the night. blood no longer pulsed the vein that i had once flowed in. you looked at me with steel eyes and a single tear, had i really done so much to you?
now in the world my wings are forever wet. memories slide in and out of place. i am the rubix cube that was started but never completed. so many will try, but this heart is the sword of the stone. only you can bring me back from these depths. oil covered eyes, lungs logged with the crimson tide, and a soul that is restless, yet trapped beneath the ivory frame.
i will die under this spell.
you will forget me, i understand that, but still i will think of you. apologies come too late it seems and for that i am sorry the most. she will take my place. her shadow and laugh better then mine ever were. you will wake in the night and wonder where you are see her body beside yours and realize that you are at peace. my moonlit nights will leave me scanning the globe for what i had once with you.
thank you for allowing me to feel, even for just a second...beautiful.