a break from chapters II
a thing like this will last as long as both parties pay valid mind to the power they both hold for destruction. in some way you will grow and morphe into something more, but will you even notice? a marionette trailing in the wind under the power of a blood red moon. you should have questioned it less and moved with the ebbing flow of the gentle current. never mind the times i allowed you to relax in the pleasure of glittered snow these are the reasons you never wanted me to leave and to say i am wrong is wrong in itself.
but then again you turn back the sheets hide my face away from yours but giggle with the thought that you smile at my antics. wondering if your wondering where i am when i stare outside and you sing along to the radio. these roads will be our vein now, but soon they will seperate the one thing that i have found with you and foreverr i will lay in the room as that moon splays itself upon the wall. a hollow echoe will chase away the loneliness only for a moment, and then i will begin to see things from the past and the warmth of it all will remind me of your eyes and sinking will become a daily routine.
we can fight the reasons to throw it all away and i sware i will be the first to put up a fight with tears in my eyes and the pain in my lips that i beg for with closed eyes.
so many times i will fail, and so many times you will try to whisper to me the words you wish to say. these two hearts barely able to float will conquer the world and curse those who ever had a doubt. i didn't doubt but you stayed safe from me when i spoke to myself and the animals that lay at my feet. thanks again for pretending you didn't hear a word of these onversations. glass walls and mirror floors, guessing to suppress these palms and eager minds. maybe it will swallow you whole and wash you clean i hate that i didn't meet you before life took over, i hate that you didn't meet me before you did, but i hate missing you and that is all i can stand to hate.
funny how this started out as something so different and now as i read the words above, i see that it is everything i ever wanted to say to you, but never could as my perseption of things in the mirror were always closer then they appeared.
but then again you turn back the sheets hide my face away from yours but giggle with the thought that you smile at my antics. wondering if your wondering where i am when i stare outside and you sing along to the radio. these roads will be our vein now, but soon they will seperate the one thing that i have found with you and foreverr i will lay in the room as that moon splays itself upon the wall. a hollow echoe will chase away the loneliness only for a moment, and then i will begin to see things from the past and the warmth of it all will remind me of your eyes and sinking will become a daily routine.
we can fight the reasons to throw it all away and i sware i will be the first to put up a fight with tears in my eyes and the pain in my lips that i beg for with closed eyes.
so many times i will fail, and so many times you will try to whisper to me the words you wish to say. these two hearts barely able to float will conquer the world and curse those who ever had a doubt. i didn't doubt but you stayed safe from me when i spoke to myself and the animals that lay at my feet. thanks again for pretending you didn't hear a word of these onversations. glass walls and mirror floors, guessing to suppress these palms and eager minds. maybe it will swallow you whole and wash you clean i hate that i didn't meet you before life took over, i hate that you didn't meet me before you did, but i hate missing you and that is all i can stand to hate.
funny how this started out as something so different and now as i read the words above, i see that it is everything i ever wanted to say to you, but never could as my perseption of things in the mirror were always closer then they appeared.