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is it okay to finally say i'm happy? hmm not quite yet because i tend to get ahead of myself. i always think i'm finally happy then something comes along and throws that idea out the window. but then again that's life and it's always going to happen. especially to people like me who let a lot of the problems just walk right into my life and do nothing about them.
last night i dreamt that i had this crazy neighbor who wouldn't let her kids come swim in my pool. i told her off and yelled at her for isolating her kids from the world. she got so mad that she took out a gun and held 4 random people from school and me captive. i tried to run out the door but there was a big black man with a gun and he was ready to use it. i sat behind my chair and opened my phone and called work. i had to yell into the phone but whisper it at the same time. i remember saying CALL 911 right now this is erin. Call them right now. and the girl who answered was acting like i was ordering a pizza and i didn't think she understood. the crazy lady made us all sit in a circle and play a game where we have to hold up a number behind our backs and if we guess it wrong we have to shoot the person sitting across from us. this random girl guessed the wrong number and was just about to shoot someone but i ran away and the police came and got the crazy woman. literally 10 seconds after that i was in a mental institution talking to this girl who was crazy. she was telling me which doctors she liked and how she loves being here. i looked up and there were 2 white horses locked up. i told everyone how i hated horses and i hated farms. then my grandma's dog came and i was talking to it like it had my dead dogs soul inside of it. i don't really remember the rest and i'm glad i don't. i'm not sure why i chose this dream out of ALL the crazy dreams i had to write down. but i just thought it was really strange how horses ended up in my dream. i didnt watch any thing on tv with horses, i dont think about horses, and i sure don't like them.
----To see a horse in your dream, represents a strong, physical energy. You need to tame the wild forces. The dream may imply that you have been horsing around. Or perhaps you need to be less arrogant and "get off your high horse". If the horse is white, then it signifies purity, prosperity and good fortunes.
well i like the sound of that.
last night i dreamt that i had this crazy neighbor who wouldn't let her kids come swim in my pool. i told her off and yelled at her for isolating her kids from the world. she got so mad that she took out a gun and held 4 random people from school and me captive. i tried to run out the door but there was a big black man with a gun and he was ready to use it. i sat behind my chair and opened my phone and called work. i had to yell into the phone but whisper it at the same time. i remember saying CALL 911 right now this is erin. Call them right now. and the girl who answered was acting like i was ordering a pizza and i didn't think she understood. the crazy lady made us all sit in a circle and play a game where we have to hold up a number behind our backs and if we guess it wrong we have to shoot the person sitting across from us. this random girl guessed the wrong number and was just about to shoot someone but i ran away and the police came and got the crazy woman. literally 10 seconds after that i was in a mental institution talking to this girl who was crazy. she was telling me which doctors she liked and how she loves being here. i looked up and there were 2 white horses locked up. i told everyone how i hated horses and i hated farms. then my grandma's dog came and i was talking to it like it had my dead dogs soul inside of it. i don't really remember the rest and i'm glad i don't. i'm not sure why i chose this dream out of ALL the crazy dreams i had to write down. but i just thought it was really strange how horses ended up in my dream. i didnt watch any thing on tv with horses, i dont think about horses, and i sure don't like them.
----To see a horse in your dream, represents a strong, physical energy. You need to tame the wild forces. The dream may imply that you have been horsing around. Or perhaps you need to be less arrogant and "get off your high horse". If the horse is white, then it signifies purity, prosperity and good fortunes.
well i like the sound of that.