i'm baaaaaaaack!
i always am...
just rereading and for a minute, i almost stopped because i have this fear that all those feelings might come back, but i know that they won't and i'd like to take this opportunity to acknowledge how amazing that feels.
for one, i'd like to thank myself for being there for myself. i knew i'd pull through in the end, and for a while, i had some doubts, but i stuck by own side and i got myself through and i'm so proud to say that i really did it alone. i made it through and, as i knew i would, i feel so much stronger now. i'm so so so proud of myself. not that i thought i couldn't do it, because i know that time heals everything but, there was a time when i wondered if the hurt would ever end and it did, and i feel magnificent!
i'd also like to thank jewel, brand new, taking back sunday, incubus, john mayer (not so much, though, as he sometimes made it worse, apart from the new cd), montauk, sabrina's house, sylvana's house and puerto rico, for being there.
oh, and, little spoon.
b.s.<3l.s. 4everrrrrrr
haha, i feel like i'm drunk and rambling. anyway, i'm not at all exhausted but i do feel like laying in my bed and thanking god that this summer actually did end, and that i actually AM going to thailand.
p.s. i take back all the mean things i said about my parents. i'm a dickhead, sometimes, too. we all are!