Detox Time
I really need to do something different. Something that will keep me away from certain people. Or maybe just one person in general. A lot has been happening to me for the past month. I have been hurt by a person I felt very close to and feel more hurt because he hasn't sincerely apologized for leading me on the way he did nor for the way he hurt me in the end. I at least deserve that apology. That is all.
What have I learned from this relationship (if I can even call it that) experience? I will never let myself open to anyone again. I will not be vulnerable ever again.
So I am going to release myself of all my toxins, mentally and physically. I need to re-evaluate my life.
Mentally I am going to meditate and figure out what exactly I want with this life.
Physically I am going to clean out my system. Since I can't eat, I might as well do something healthy.
I'm going to fast for about 2 weeks. Drinking lemon juice with water and maple syrup, tea, and more water. It'll help me feel better.
I'll also start working out again. I bought roller skates today and will start doing that regularly. Along with push ups and sit ups and whatever else I can think of.
I'll post photos of my progress during this process. Except for the lemon juice detox I'm not sure how long this will last, how long I'll mentally be in this state.
What have I learned from this relationship (if I can even call it that) experience? I will never let myself open to anyone again. I will not be vulnerable ever again.
So I am going to release myself of all my toxins, mentally and physically. I need to re-evaluate my life.
Mentally I am going to meditate and figure out what exactly I want with this life.
Physically I am going to clean out my system. Since I can't eat, I might as well do something healthy.
I'm going to fast for about 2 weeks. Drinking lemon juice with water and maple syrup, tea, and more water. It'll help me feel better.
I'll also start working out again. I bought roller skates today and will start doing that regularly. Along with push ups and sit ups and whatever else I can think of.
I'll post photos of my progress during this process. Except for the lemon juice detox I'm not sure how long this will last, how long I'll mentally be in this state.