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is there such a thing as someone not being stressed often? i want to know how to harness that power i hate stress and feel like i am stressed so frequently. ugh!
so, i got accepted to this national conference and i am so excited but my (tor)mentour is in ITALY and flying directly to the conference where im supposed to have my presentation prepared and i have no freaking clue what someone is supposed to talk about in something like this?
do i include work where i basically failed but it was a turning point in the work?
how many slides to i include?
what about the process of making negatives?
the history of the historical processes i used?!
or do i talk about each work individually, what it means to me how i did it oh i dont know im going to be talking to all these people about my stuff and i feel like i might fail.
but really, if i fail- who will care? what does failure even mean? what does it mean to succeed at telling people about your work. ive been looking at these for so long im not sure if they are interesting to other people.
i want to be excited, not stressed. but i dont know what to expect. im really more worried about the classes ill miss.
truly. i was accepted. they thought i had something to say. i will show my work and talk and it will be fine. maybe ill meet gradschool people. maybe this will give me insight on my future.
okay, ive evaluated the situation. i know it will all be fine, im always scared when i talk in front of people and then when i do im very relaxed. i just hope i dont fail chemistry. if i do, ill take it over.
unfortunately, i just remembered i saved my artists statement to my hotmail account, which is inaccesible since i typed my password incorrectly so many times.
i dont know what im going to do. im stressed again.
so, i got accepted to this national conference and i am so excited but my (tor)mentour is in ITALY and flying directly to the conference where im supposed to have my presentation prepared and i have no freaking clue what someone is supposed to talk about in something like this?
do i include work where i basically failed but it was a turning point in the work?
how many slides to i include?
what about the process of making negatives?
the history of the historical processes i used?!
or do i talk about each work individually, what it means to me how i did it oh i dont know im going to be talking to all these people about my stuff and i feel like i might fail.
but really, if i fail- who will care? what does failure even mean? what does it mean to succeed at telling people about your work. ive been looking at these for so long im not sure if they are interesting to other people.
i want to be excited, not stressed. but i dont know what to expect. im really more worried about the classes ill miss.
truly. i was accepted. they thought i had something to say. i will show my work and talk and it will be fine. maybe ill meet gradschool people. maybe this will give me insight on my future.
okay, ive evaluated the situation. i know it will all be fine, im always scared when i talk in front of people and then when i do im very relaxed. i just hope i dont fail chemistry. if i do, ill take it over.
unfortunately, i just remembered i saved my artists statement to my hotmail account, which is inaccesible since i typed my password incorrectly so many times.
i dont know what im going to do. im stressed again.