Jan 29, 2009 02:04
So there is this band, called the wonder years, and they're putting out a 7" record entitled "Distances." It's about being far from the one's you truly care about. It got me thinking.
Its really strange, there hasn't been a point in my life, until now, that distance effected me.
For the first time ever, I actually miss my brothers. I never really had ties with them. Kinda sucks realizing they're good people now that I'm gone.
I also miss brian schmidt. One of the 2 people I ever had confidence around. We never did much. In fact I'm pretty sure we were aimlessly driving around (while gas was $4 a gallon) for over half our friendship. Its an unusual feeling, desiring just to do nothing with someone, and have good conversation. It doesn't happen for me that much.
I took a lot of things and time for granted. I just wanted out, I was done with downriver at the start of senior year. The result of that was distance.
Distances.
Distances.
Distances.