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Jan 03, 2005 17:25

I am having bad thoughts again. =/

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::puppy dog face:: xblood_fairyx January 3 2005, 15:58:46 UTC
amanda i dont understand it. you are like the best person ever. everyone loves you. i mean maybe they dont get it but they should treat you better. i know everyone cares so much about you but they dont think they have to show it. you have a wonderful boyfriend and everything. i am soo sorry. i just want you to be the happiest person ever. i don't know what i would do without you.. i really really dont want to lose you. i wouldnt be alive right now if it werent for you. i am sorry you feel the way you are feeling. you shouldnt have to hide your feelings ever. not from your family, me, your friends.. i am here for you. i love it when you tell me all of your problems and when you complain and everything. i dont mind and i love being able to help you. i dont want to have you be unhappy and dying inside when you could just come to me and tell me you are hurting this way. i can help you. just please let SOMEONE try to help you. you really really need help and i dont want anything to happen to you. you have gone through this many times and i ( ... )

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Re: ::puppy dog face:: aheart_silenced January 4 2005, 12:20:38 UTC
I talked to you about this already. I hope you understand now. i am just completely stressed. I just need to take a nap and be alone for a little bit without the family and everything. i just need some "me" time. Honestly I am fine. I love you and thank you for all of that. I dont think I will ever love myself. But I know that I am not the worst thing in the world. I love you!!
♥ Amanda
You will always be in my heart forever

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so_cold_now January 3 2005, 18:30:25 UTC
hey thats not good girl. Whatever you are going threw you know im here for you. so are your friends. if u ever need to talk u know u can come to me . i lvoe you - christopher-

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aheart_silenced January 4 2005, 12:23:36 UTC
i talked to you about this already as well. Honestly I am just stressing out so much lately it is making me go crazy. Like I said to Roxanne, I just need to get away from everything for a little bit. And to tell you both (roxanne too) that does not mean that I need to get away from you two. I mean like my family and all that. Im fine. I love you!

♥ Amanda

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ex_suicidal_466 January 4 2005, 12:23:49 UTC
i loooooooooooooooove you!

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aheart_silenced January 8 2005, 07:34:06 UTC
I love you too. I dont know what I would do without you. You are the best!

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