Jul 12, 2005 00:22
I went for my follow up appointment..
I decided that I wanted to do it at my Dr's office rather than go all the way up to NH again. So did.
I got there..and I had to pay out of pocket..but my insurance doesnt cover *anything* termination related. I told the lady behind the counter that I wish I had known that when I made the appointment..because I would have gone back to NH. Her reply was 'you still can'. I told her no, I don't have time for this. I don't. My summer schedule is pretty packed....so I slapped the $70 onto my credit card and had the appointment..
He said it looked a little 'pink' but didn't sound too concerned. I had been having a little tiny bit of bleeding....like the brown plotchy parts...
I had soo many questions for him when I went in..but I got nervous.
My blood pressure is a little high...that makes me nervous..he;s making me come back in 2 months to check it before writting my a scrip for the estrostep he gave me (I got 3 months worth of samples)
The only question I could really even direct was 'how long till i can have sex again'. A week from now.
I'm not aiming to jump back that fast..but i just wanted to know.
He asked me how I was feeling..I said emotional. He was nice about it..saying that it was an 'emootional thing' i went through.
I soo feel like I'm living in the twilight zone right now
I've been toying with the idea of getting therapy (for other reasons too) but now i'm nervous...what if my insurance won't cover it because of the abortion?
the killer part of this WHOLE thing is that if i had the same insurance and worked in the private sector it would have been covered 100%. Since i'm a teacher..and technically work for the state of Massachusetts (or the city, whichever) that part is taken out of insurance.
How much bullshit is that?