Jun 03, 2004 07:32
I think my head is sick......i can't shake the negativity.....and the more i think about some thing.....the more i think i may be paranoid...
i need some real focus on getting into shape mentally and phsyically...
last night i sat in a parking lot eating a butterfinger and one of those no calorie fruit 2 O things
at least it wasnt diet pepsi..
but i sat there till 1030...hoping mmy friends would call me when they got out of the movies to meet them at the resturant.
they never called
then i get all paranoid thinking....they dont want me there...thas why they didnt call..
i tink im sick in the head