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I'm going to bed now.
I feel okay..i'm setting my alarm to get up to take my meds. I still think I made the right choice, but when i think of that 5 minute process it get a lil stab of pain..is it guilt, is it nerves? I need sleep, a nice escapist book and a plan to follow.
I should look up a therapist tomorrow...what is keeping from doing this?
I have the urge to repeat myself..its like the words will fill-out their meanings if i keep saying it..
I have learned lessons today. I know what family is to me..its a unit...parenting is like a partner ship..you need two...not necessarily mom and dad..but two...because its a bit like a democracy...there needs to be checks and balances...
not that single parenting is wrong..but in my mind, the way i view it..I'm not sure if its fair to start a child out in the world that way.
i should stop talking and go to bed
I feel okay..i'm setting my alarm to get up to take my meds. I still think I made the right choice, but when i think of that 5 minute process it get a lil stab of pain..is it guilt, is it nerves? I need sleep, a nice escapist book and a plan to follow.
I should look up a therapist tomorrow...what is keeping from doing this?
I have the urge to repeat myself..its like the words will fill-out their meanings if i keep saying it..
I have learned lessons today. I know what family is to me..its a unit...parenting is like a partner ship..you need two...not necessarily mom and dad..but two...because its a bit like a democracy...there needs to be checks and balances...
not that single parenting is wrong..but in my mind, the way i view it..I'm not sure if its fair to start a child out in the world that way.
i should stop talking and go to bed