Oct 02, 2005 04:09
I saw patsy today at the bar.
i just looked at him....long enough to be sure he noticed i was there.
i did approach him...or look at him when he was close enough to speak to me...i let him pass behind my back.
but,i wanted to talk to him...i wanted to tell him
the whole way home i thought about what i would say............i constructed our conversation....pulled it apart and reconstructed it.
this is my life.....and i'm never able to have closure on anything, untill its much too late
i'm tired, and lonely
and paranoid