addictions

[ahealthyme]

I drove all the way to the left through wellington circle on the way home today

because all i could think about was the chocolate carmel donouts that krispy kreme has...i was going to get one of those..and a honey dipped cream filled one too

i had i figured out....this wouldbe the last time...thats it..jsut one more time...then i;ll quit..then i;ll stop....

but then i hit traffic...standstill trafffic

i was looking at my pale arms in the sun..thinking..wowthey;re ot that fat...tey look kidna good..not as good as they did when i took body pump...but good enough...

i can afford to stop at krispy kreme..

then i looked down at the steering wheel......my fingers fumbling with the radio.....

my eyes fell to my belly,...protruding akwardly over my waist band...not a nice thing to look at sitting down..

thats when i switched lanes and gotinto th left....before kripsy kremes came into sight..

i dunno wtf is wrong with me..

i came...had fish with wheat rigatoni and sauce

and a cheese sandwich
and some peanut butter

and i made brownies

its soo hard to stop...but i must

i need inspiration......

but where to look..