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i started tearing at 1211 hours.
i don't know why.
i've not been myself for a very long time.
i don't dare to open that door of mine.
i took up smoking to hate myself even more.
i do hate myself.
ha! ha!
that is so sad.
i think i am punishing myself for something.
i am running of excuses and i am very tired.
four years ended on a short note.
i am actually am only feeling what i should be feeling now.
12 Feb 2006 - 30 Mar 2010
time to start a brand new story? already?
i don't know why.
i've not been myself for a very long time.
i don't dare to open that door of mine.
i took up smoking to hate myself even more.
i do hate myself.
ha! ha!
that is so sad.
i think i am punishing myself for something.
i am running of excuses and i am very tired.
four years ended on a short note.
i am actually am only feeling what i should be feeling now.
12 Feb 2006 - 30 Mar 2010
time to start a brand new story? already?