A long time
It has been a long time since i've updated this journal. I think i might change the address and make it a real secret one. Cos i use the username for sprees etc and people might come here. Stupid right. haha. maybe should create another username for spree. See how things goes.
School's been busy. 2 Deadlines and 1 presentations in 2 weeks time. I can make it! Yes! Come back my distinctions! haha. I got distinction for OB too! Woo hoo! I really hope i could take honours and stay with Eug, if not i will i will had a hard time here.
I have this big big problem and I just couldn't help it but to think of his past and I often push him to my standards. It is hard for me and hard for him too and it hurts me. Lots. Especially when i see his "past" I can feel my insecurities creeping up. I really hate myself for that.
School's been busy. 2 Deadlines and 1 presentations in 2 weeks time. I can make it! Yes! Come back my distinctions! haha. I got distinction for OB too! Woo hoo! I really hope i could take honours and stay with Eug, if not i will i will had a hard time here.
I have this big big problem and I just couldn't help it but to think of his past and I often push him to my standards. It is hard for me and hard for him too and it hurts me. Lots. Especially when i see his "past" I can feel my insecurities creeping up. I really hate myself for that.