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okay.... wow. ive really not updated in a while. but you gotta forgive me, ive been busy!
soooo first order of business is that..
IM DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive finished my IB exams, my finals, my everything. my grades are locked, life is awesome. thats really all ive been up to these past few weeks. i had relay for life at the end of april. it was nice. props to ryan for walking like 14 miles lol.. in the middle of the night. playing volleyballl was interesting, esp since i suck at it.. lol "i got it i got it!" *trip* *fall* "i dont got it!" yeaaa smooooooth molly. lol. but o ther thna that- nada. because my life has been consumed by IB exams. which werent bad. which are over. which im glad about.
i didnt go to prom. for all those whoa re upset, deal with it.
today was the IB banquet. it waas nice, fun. too bad my parents took my camera. so i dont have many pictures of me looking nice. i have pictures of me in cheer shorts looking a lil on the crappy side tho! (but the people with me looked nice)! i dont really know what to say lol... it was a nice night. people all came over, etc etc we had fun, watching the video, stuff like that.
i just kepe thinking about how everythings going to change and how much im going to miss everyone. people like sharon (esp you!), priyanka and meghan (my twins!!!), caitlin (water hole!), annie, chris and vu (the two nicest most huggable guys ever), des (my lil OB flicker offer), amy j... i dont know what ill do without any of them. ive learnt a lot from everyone, and really grown up these past 4 years. i dont know what im going to do without that security of ib, that security of high school. that tight-knit pack of everyone. that everything. things will be different, but its up to us to keep in touch, to keep tlaking, keep the love flowin.
so i just want to say this to the land o lakes class of 2005:
thank you for all the good memories. thank you for all that you have taught me. i came to you guys not being able to see a pg-13 movie... and im leaving... wihtout being able to see a rated-R movie. but you guys accpeted me for my age difference, and even forgot about it. thanks for the laughs, thanks for the tears. thanks for giving me a reason to cry and miss you all at graduation. i am not close to some of you. but theres something baout each of you that will make me remember you. that makes you stand out in my mind. theres some of you who i am close to. to you guys, no names attached... i love you to death. ive experienced some of the best years of my life with you. i grew up with you. i started my teenage years with you, and will almost end them with you. through all those memories, we hold a bond that even 40 years from now will remain intact. a bond that was constructed through love and friendship-- a bond that can never be broken. yeah, for all of us, we might not have gotten into our preferred college. we might not have done as well as we wanted to. but when we look around, we see 40 people who we've dealt with for 4 years, and still remained sane and civil (lol). OB's right. everything in his speech-- its true. we cant forget eachother, and we cant let these friendships slide. i know that i wont keep in touch with all of you. but with the poeple im close to, im going to try my hardest and i hope you will to. i love you.. thanks for everything youve taught me. theres a part of me that would never be the same without you. so thank you.
also--
for the people who didnt go to LOLHS-
dont think you made no impact on me. i can name a few people off the bat (P, Meg, Ankita, Abby, Roma) that helped shape me and my personality. For Anki- ive known you since 4th grade. Since i was 9. Trust me, you taught me more than you would ever know. Roma- weve had ups and downs, and through those, i grew as a person, as well as a friend. P- you taught me how to trust people again. We have not gotten into a single fight and our friendship has just been beautiful, and inspiring. You always give me this radiant hope.. a hope that yea, people arent that bad after all. I love you my lil Indian twin! Meg- through laughs and tears we've stuck together. Maybe not gracefully, and we always got laughed at, but we did. You taught me that all ou need to do is to put forth an effort, by both people, and you can remain friends forever. Abby- you taught me something similar, but to a greater extent since i never see you. You made me stronger as a person, taught me to stick to my beliefs, taught me to speak my mind. I have you and your personality to thank for inspiring my own. You guys have known me since like before I hit puberty (which waas damn early)... so i love you. even if some of us arent as close as we might have been... its okay.
so i want to say that im leaving high school with no regrets. none. i might not have gone to the dances, the parties. might not have had the typical high shcool experience. but i had MY high school experience. one ill remmeber 30 years from now. one i can relay to my kids. one i can laugh at, shake my head at. people who i will remember with a full heart.
as of may 20, 2005, one chapter of my life will close. another will open. and i want to say--
GOOD LUCK '05. and congratulations!
soooo first order of business is that..
IM DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive finished my IB exams, my finals, my everything. my grades are locked, life is awesome. thats really all ive been up to these past few weeks. i had relay for life at the end of april. it was nice. props to ryan for walking like 14 miles lol.. in the middle of the night. playing volleyballl was interesting, esp since i suck at it.. lol "i got it i got it!" *trip* *fall* "i dont got it!" yeaaa smooooooth molly. lol. but o ther thna that- nada. because my life has been consumed by IB exams. which werent bad. which are over. which im glad about.
i didnt go to prom. for all those whoa re upset, deal with it.
today was the IB banquet. it waas nice, fun. too bad my parents took my camera. so i dont have many pictures of me looking nice. i have pictures of me in cheer shorts looking a lil on the crappy side tho! (but the people with me looked nice)! i dont really know what to say lol... it was a nice night. people all came over, etc etc we had fun, watching the video, stuff like that.
i just kepe thinking about how everythings going to change and how much im going to miss everyone. people like sharon (esp you!), priyanka and meghan (my twins!!!), caitlin (water hole!), annie, chris and vu (the two nicest most huggable guys ever), des (my lil OB flicker offer), amy j... i dont know what ill do without any of them. ive learnt a lot from everyone, and really grown up these past 4 years. i dont know what im going to do without that security of ib, that security of high school. that tight-knit pack of everyone. that everything. things will be different, but its up to us to keep in touch, to keep tlaking, keep the love flowin.
so i just want to say this to the land o lakes class of 2005:
thank you for all the good memories. thank you for all that you have taught me. i came to you guys not being able to see a pg-13 movie... and im leaving... wihtout being able to see a rated-R movie. but you guys accpeted me for my age difference, and even forgot about it. thanks for the laughs, thanks for the tears. thanks for giving me a reason to cry and miss you all at graduation. i am not close to some of you. but theres something baout each of you that will make me remember you. that makes you stand out in my mind. theres some of you who i am close to. to you guys, no names attached... i love you to death. ive experienced some of the best years of my life with you. i grew up with you. i started my teenage years with you, and will almost end them with you. through all those memories, we hold a bond that even 40 years from now will remain intact. a bond that was constructed through love and friendship-- a bond that can never be broken. yeah, for all of us, we might not have gotten into our preferred college. we might not have done as well as we wanted to. but when we look around, we see 40 people who we've dealt with for 4 years, and still remained sane and civil (lol). OB's right. everything in his speech-- its true. we cant forget eachother, and we cant let these friendships slide. i know that i wont keep in touch with all of you. but with the poeple im close to, im going to try my hardest and i hope you will to. i love you.. thanks for everything youve taught me. theres a part of me that would never be the same without you. so thank you.
also--
for the people who didnt go to LOLHS-
dont think you made no impact on me. i can name a few people off the bat (P, Meg, Ankita, Abby, Roma) that helped shape me and my personality. For Anki- ive known you since 4th grade. Since i was 9. Trust me, you taught me more than you would ever know. Roma- weve had ups and downs, and through those, i grew as a person, as well as a friend. P- you taught me how to trust people again. We have not gotten into a single fight and our friendship has just been beautiful, and inspiring. You always give me this radiant hope.. a hope that yea, people arent that bad after all. I love you my lil Indian twin! Meg- through laughs and tears we've stuck together. Maybe not gracefully, and we always got laughed at, but we did. You taught me that all ou need to do is to put forth an effort, by both people, and you can remain friends forever. Abby- you taught me something similar, but to a greater extent since i never see you. You made me stronger as a person, taught me to stick to my beliefs, taught me to speak my mind. I have you and your personality to thank for inspiring my own. You guys have known me since like before I hit puberty (which waas damn early)... so i love you. even if some of us arent as close as we might have been... its okay.
so i want to say that im leaving high school with no regrets. none. i might not have gone to the dances, the parties. might not have had the typical high shcool experience. but i had MY high school experience. one ill remmeber 30 years from now. one i can relay to my kids. one i can laugh at, shake my head at. people who i will remember with a full heart.
as of may 20, 2005, one chapter of my life will close. another will open. and i want to say--
GOOD LUCK '05. and congratulations!