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So my life is sucky right now- for the past three wks I have been 'getting over; (add Castiel's quotey fingers here) a horrid breakup. And it doesn't help that the person who broke up with me has two chick freinds that are like fricking bulldogs. They are on my ass 24/7 about some little thing!
OK here's the deets for those of you who care and because I need to vent.
So I was told I was being broken up with on a Wednesday 3 weeks ago, when I'd not been to school for most of 3 days. I came late that Wednesday, because I had home drama that I needed to sort out. Austin, evil ex from hell, told me these words, and they're as exact as I can remember them.
First, he bitched at me about how I was treating the animals at the school, which IDGAF what he was thinking bc I was doing what I was supposed to. So F you. Then he was like, well you forgot to lock one of the cages for the dogs" and I was like, .... O.O?? because I'd done that shit before we talked. So it was like wtf. Oh well meh that wasn't teh issue, according to him I'd been
"snapping" at people. He'd told me I had one more chance to improve my attitude or I was gone. And I was like what the everloving fuck because I was hardly there that week and not only that but we'd had Thanksgiving break before that week. Not to mention that I DO NOT remember snapping at anyone, because I was being careful to be nice so I didn't lose him.
I think what THAT all comes down to is this whole thing of "well I knew my freinds before I knew you so I'm going to listen to them and not even bother to ask you."
Bull shit.
So them's the deets on the breakup, so now we get into all the "post breakup bullshit" on my part and everyone's part that was involved.
Not long after the breakup (in fact the day of), I went to the school library to talk to a freind of mine who works there. I was completely brokenhearted. I mean that motherfucker threw me for a fucking loop. I didn't know what to think, and here's where it went wrong on MY part. I started trying to figure it out because there was NO REASON in my head for the breakup. Like I said I was TRYING to be good because I loved him and didn't want to lose him.
So that's where I started talking shit. Some of it was intended, most of it was just speculation. You can ask my friends and family members the man left me hanging, threw me for a loop. I was trying to analyze it so I didn't do it again, or to try and get him back becuz he said I might have a second chance, or at a later point just to prove the motherfucker wrong.
But HERE's where the drama starts. Liek 2 weeks after the breakup, Austin's two bffs come to me saying they have heard talk, and people start coming to me, and I get in trouble with Nate for yelling at someone, (A.'s bff #1 actually) in the parking lot cause the bitch simply WOULD NOT leave me alone. So all this drama has me leaving the training committee, dreading waking up everyday because I see the motherfuckers, and just hating school in general because I cant get a break from them. So these motherfuckers got me hating school. They have started waaay too much drama (and I've started a lot myself) and I'm just bout done with it. I am so tired of the crap.
OK here's the deets for those of you who care and because I need to vent.
So I was told I was being broken up with on a Wednesday 3 weeks ago, when I'd not been to school for most of 3 days. I came late that Wednesday, because I had home drama that I needed to sort out. Austin, evil ex from hell, told me these words, and they're as exact as I can remember them.
First, he bitched at me about how I was treating the animals at the school, which IDGAF what he was thinking bc I was doing what I was supposed to. So F you. Then he was like, well you forgot to lock one of the cages for the dogs" and I was like, .... O.O?? because I'd done that shit before we talked. So it was like wtf. Oh well meh that wasn't teh issue, according to him I'd been
"snapping" at people. He'd told me I had one more chance to improve my attitude or I was gone. And I was like what the everloving fuck because I was hardly there that week and not only that but we'd had Thanksgiving break before that week. Not to mention that I DO NOT remember snapping at anyone, because I was being careful to be nice so I didn't lose him.
I think what THAT all comes down to is this whole thing of "well I knew my freinds before I knew you so I'm going to listen to them and not even bother to ask you."
Bull shit.
So them's the deets on the breakup, so now we get into all the "post breakup bullshit" on my part and everyone's part that was involved.
Not long after the breakup (in fact the day of), I went to the school library to talk to a freind of mine who works there. I was completely brokenhearted. I mean that motherfucker threw me for a fucking loop. I didn't know what to think, and here's where it went wrong on MY part. I started trying to figure it out because there was NO REASON in my head for the breakup. Like I said I was TRYING to be good because I loved him and didn't want to lose him.
So that's where I started talking shit. Some of it was intended, most of it was just speculation. You can ask my friends and family members the man left me hanging, threw me for a loop. I was trying to analyze it so I didn't do it again, or to try and get him back becuz he said I might have a second chance, or at a later point just to prove the motherfucker wrong.
But HERE's where the drama starts. Liek 2 weeks after the breakup, Austin's two bffs come to me saying they have heard talk, and people start coming to me, and I get in trouble with Nate for yelling at someone, (A.'s bff #1 actually) in the parking lot cause the bitch simply WOULD NOT leave me alone. So all this drama has me leaving the training committee, dreading waking up everyday because I see the motherfuckers, and just hating school in general because I cant get a break from them. So these motherfuckers got me hating school. They have started waaay too much drama (and I've started a lot myself) and I'm just bout done with it. I am so tired of the crap.