Oct 08, 2007 00:40
0h41 at night, felt a gross need to update!
facts 101 :
in paris, trying to find an apt, hopefully I'll have some good news tom or tues (knocks on wood)
enrolled in LLCE Russe (russian language litterature and culture) 3/4 of my class already speak fluent russian...*tear* read um...pistol shot (coup de pistolet en francais i выстрел by pushkin) first class and we have to read the entire story in russian....*dies*
options : polish, german
(I think they'll serve me well, plus once you can read english, french, spanish, and german you have most of the major works since the 1500's covered, at least the occidental ones!)
Just got finished reading a screen play from Leon, the professional
in the end when Leon dies, Mathilda blows her self up to kill the guy (who killed Leon and her family, that she disliked, cept for her brat)
I kinda lost exactly what I wanted to say...perhaps it's autumn that's getting to me..the changing of the leaves always did something
I wish I could take some time off, from everything even living, not to reinvent myself but become what I really want to be, or at least to even find out what that is. It's been so many years now since I've even known what I wanted it's....
I think it was the grace she had and the beauty which she was described that stuck me. I felt as if I had one chance in this life to be happy and I already used it up, what's the point to keep on fighting, struggling to live. I think once I find that out I'll be able to make up my mind again. I'd love to be like one of those characters in books that you read, too unbelievable to not be true. okok I'm tired enough
Hopefully I'll update more (fromy my apt!!! *knocks on wood*)
ciao a todos!