робот я тебя любю
ive been wanting to update for awhile but always no internet or no time!
ok, 1st russian bookstore was highly disapointing
the second was awesome! (perhaps running around in it at 12:30 am with a russian friend, drunk of course, was part of it...but who knows!
too much money spent :o/
and I want to trap a skin head!
like you know in the old cartoons they'd like dig a pit with covered leaves or have the cage that drops from out of nowhere???
exactly!
how cool would that be!?!
but I'd like to talk to one
k gotta go I'll write more tonight
K, today was majorly packed...drank a bit too much beer last night (and we all know how I handle beer...pass the grass not the bud, well...you know what I mean!) so had a horrible headache this morning (why?!? it never happens in the U.S.) and then got to class, non stop until 6, then I HAD to run to the net-cafe to email Esther (it's been forever :o( and my grandfather about my car/trip to cali) then off to meet Ernesto to move, major ordeal
and now reflecting on my pitiful writing....
ok, goal for tomorrow, memorize all russian words, meet more russians, I know precious few (but as my host mom says : what to do?)
friday should be salsa dancing! what chance!
i feel a lack of creativity
I say that people are made to survive, in tough situations creativity abandons you, after your needs are fulfilled it comes back. Suffering is a part of life and it is what makes us happy, if there was no pain or suffering there would be no love after all. Black allows white to exist. Suffering/pain makes life worth living in a way because it allows the other to exist. People like to fight always getting things easy has never made anyone happy. I think that's why I love artists from horrible situations like from Sarajevo. that's neither complete nor exactly what I think, a just silhouette
I think i felt of bit of what russian girls feel. It's a complete adoration for somebody, as if they'll do anything for you. But if you die they'll find somebody else to worship tomorrow and adore them just as much...it's kind of disturbing in a way...you never mean anything to them. just mean to be happy and pass the time...
how am I so different?
I once fell in love with someone. I couldn't stop wondering if she loved me back. I found an android which looked just like her. I hoped she would give me the answer.
um...random thought (i never seem to know where the limits of conversation are)
I really need a gf/fuck buddy...I've had a girlfriend for the past 3 months and now....
it's not natural to go from every day to...never...
but I'd prefer somebody special I think....
I dunno
Recommended moves:
2046 and In the mood for love (I got 'em)
adios muchachos
ok, 1st russian bookstore was highly disapointing
the second was awesome! (perhaps running around in it at 12:30 am with a russian friend, drunk of course, was part of it...but who knows!
too much money spent :o/
and I want to trap a skin head!
like you know in the old cartoons they'd like dig a pit with covered leaves or have the cage that drops from out of nowhere???
exactly!
how cool would that be!?!
but I'd like to talk to one
k gotta go I'll write more tonight
K, today was majorly packed...drank a bit too much beer last night (and we all know how I handle beer...pass the grass not the bud, well...you know what I mean!) so had a horrible headache this morning (why?!? it never happens in the U.S.) and then got to class, non stop until 6, then I HAD to run to the net-cafe to email Esther (it's been forever :o( and my grandfather about my car/trip to cali) then off to meet Ernesto to move, major ordeal
and now reflecting on my pitiful writing....
ok, goal for tomorrow, memorize all russian words, meet more russians, I know precious few (but as my host mom says : what to do?)
friday should be salsa dancing! what chance!
i feel a lack of creativity
I say that people are made to survive, in tough situations creativity abandons you, after your needs are fulfilled it comes back. Suffering is a part of life and it is what makes us happy, if there was no pain or suffering there would be no love after all. Black allows white to exist. Suffering/pain makes life worth living in a way because it allows the other to exist. People like to fight always getting things easy has never made anyone happy. I think that's why I love artists from horrible situations like from Sarajevo. that's neither complete nor exactly what I think, a just silhouette
I think i felt of bit of what russian girls feel. It's a complete adoration for somebody, as if they'll do anything for you. But if you die they'll find somebody else to worship tomorrow and adore them just as much...it's kind of disturbing in a way...you never mean anything to them. just mean to be happy and pass the time...
how am I so different?
I once fell in love with someone. I couldn't stop wondering if she loved me back. I found an android which looked just like her. I hoped she would give me the answer.
um...random thought (i never seem to know where the limits of conversation are)
I really need a gf/fuck buddy...I've had a girlfriend for the past 3 months and now....
it's not natural to go from every day to...never...
but I'd prefer somebody special I think....
I dunno
Recommended moves:
2046 and In the mood for love (I got 'em)
adios muchachos