Dear Diary,
So, I got really drunk last night and I had to give my phone to my boyfriend so I wouldn't text you. Then I spent like an hour crying on the bed about us and everything and he just sat there and told me it's ok, and that he already knew. He says if you come back, he'll walk away. I just don't know what my mind would do if you did come back. It's been so long it seems. I even cried over my ex. I still miss that asshole. And there's no way I'll ever change that. Makes me wanna die inside. I guess I'm off to hide in my hole, play facebook games and league, and pretend you don't exist...