the voice in my ear
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Just as my tongue was beginning to forget your name...
I cannot claim that i did not ask for it, or that part of me did not wish it...
but whether or not i asked, there was your voice two weeks to the day...
as you can see i have changed, as people do, and yes as you noticed i am happy...
and you...you do not seem so well, and i refuse to let you pull me back into the fire...
and i am hesitant to help pull you out...
you see i have worked hard to get to where i am...sadly i believe you have taken a different path...
i think you are stuck in the habit of feeling sorry for yourself...
screaming fuck you, yet wanting sympathy for being alone...
I cannot say that there are not moments when i have felt this or when i feel this...
but the difference is, i have gotten of my sorry pesimistic ass and walked back into a life...
at first i was alone, but gradually people began to take notice...
and i began to realise, i am only as alone as i choose to be...
FRIENDS a note about
Friends cannot be owned or claimed...they are individuals
They cannot be bartered or bought, given or sold...yet they hold value
Friends must be earned...and that is why they are treasured
You cannot decide who your friends choose to befriend...that choice is theirs alone
Just as my tongue was beginning to forget your name...
I cannot claim that i did not ask for it, or that part of me did not wish it...
but whether or not i asked, there was your voice two weeks to the day...
as you can see i have changed, as people do, and yes as you noticed i am happy...
and you...you do not seem so well, and i refuse to let you pull me back into the fire...
and i am hesitant to help pull you out...
you see i have worked hard to get to where i am...sadly i believe you have taken a different path...
i think you are stuck in the habit of feeling sorry for yourself...
screaming fuck you, yet wanting sympathy for being alone...
I cannot say that there are not moments when i have felt this or when i feel this...
but the difference is, i have gotten of my sorry pesimistic ass and walked back into a life...
at first i was alone, but gradually people began to take notice...
and i began to realise, i am only as alone as i choose to be...
FRIENDS a note about
Friends cannot be owned or claimed...they are individuals
They cannot be bartered or bought, given or sold...yet they hold value
Friends must be earned...and that is why they are treasured
You cannot decide who your friends choose to befriend...that choice is theirs alone