Dec 29, 2004 13:32
Well, Christmas was horrid as usual. John wussed out on me, but I kind of expected that so it is ok. He decided that he is too afraid of what society will think if we had a serious relationship and he doesn't want to have to deal with it. Which I guessed was probably going to happen after his friends gave him such a hard time about it. You would expect friends to be the supportive ones. Oh well, we are just going to be good friends for now and maybe it will work out in the future.
In the meantime, I am FINALLY suppose to get my computer from my father. I have only been trying to get it for a couple months now! It is suppose to be arriving today. Although he still owes me $320. What a little fucker he is!!! I wish I could charge interest on that...I could use the extra money!
I am enjoying my time off from L.L.Beans, however I am bored out of my mind, so I guess that I will be glad when that starts up again.
i also need to find someone who would be interested in getting like an apt. or something with me. I have no clue how I would do it, but I need to find some way to move out of here! GAWD! It is all I can do to keep from letting it rip when my mother pisses me off(which is only constantly). However, I have to make sure that she is happy because if she kicks me out I have no where to go, I have already been kicked out of my father's house.
Well, I suppose that is all for now...maybe I will have some time later to say more...