Jan 03, 2010 17:09
its like the most essential thing to live but pisses you off more than anything
espcially when you havnt had any since mother fucking july what the fuck is wrong with me
honestly ive had 2 golden opportunitys to fuck a fine ass girl but for some reason i let my game slip away
if i had a clone id have him smack me or something. im not used to this kind of drought. its not right or fucking fair. i wanna get laid so bad even settling for my red headed ex sounds tempting despite the fact shes been around the block atleast 3 times more than i have. yeah its like not having a drug you want really bad. i dont do drugs anymore but still fuck i bust my ass too hard not to have a sex life ive heard people say a sex life decreases as you get older... mother fucking im only 24 dammit im too young for that shit.
yeah some people who read this might think im fucked up oh well fuck you i just keep shit on the real. i dont want a relationship im too selfish about my own ambitions at this point i just wanna fuck and manhandle a girl and be chill on that level none of the stresses of having to worry about maintaining a relationship or drama for that matter. someone i can just chill the fuck out with, smoke some weed, drink some alcohol and have sex all night. is that too much to ask for honestly.
other than that i havnt ran out of beer since before new years so im doing good in that department. got all of my guitars fixed up and out of the shop and im actually saving money for a change. get off probation in febuary when that happens im just gonna fuckin buy like an ounce of pot and smoke my fucking back out i havnt got baked beyond the comprehension of astro physics in a year which is longer than since i last got laid. yeah for anyone who knows me well who reads this thats fuckin insane isnt it this shit needs to stop.
- fuck the world but dont let it fuck you