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I got a job as a preschool teacher!!!! yayayayayayay! that was my exciting news i was waiting for. i won't start there until the center gets its license, and then for a while i'll have two jobs, but by April I should be fulltime there and school. and then tomorrow I MAY be buying my car, so maybe more good news. Have to test drive it tomorrow to be certain. My gramma has been in town since thursday, hehe, I love her! My auntie Eileen is here too. It's so funny to see my mom with them, she becomes the youngest immediately. More good news to share but got to let things develop. Only bad news is dealing with ryan... ugh. He's being a piece of shit father and I'm getting so sick of it. We were supposed to talk about it and come up with a marital separation agreement this weekend but i know how that goes with him... I just wish he'd make an effort to talk to his daughter. He only talks to her on sundays for like 5 minutes after I've bugged him about it all day. She's so amazing and adores him so much, it makes me so angry thinking about how he's treating her, his own friggin daughter. sigh... he's going to regret missing so much of her growing up but what can I do about it, you know? She just changing and growing so much right now, it's sad he doesn't want to be a part of it. Speaking of the panda... time to cuddle with her! I've been working so much and she's usually asleep when i come home so I feel like i barely get to see her. ahh love. i apologize if my thoughts were scatterbrained, it's late... just enjoying the fact that i have tomorrow off.