Jul 18, 2006 09:54
Anyway.
Life is...interesting.
Let's start with the basics.
I called off of work today, because after nearly a box of meds(soooo over the recommended dosage) i'm still spending about 50 percent of my time this morning in the bathroom. But i'm finally starting to feel a bit better.
I know that's tmi. Sorry.
It's hot. I don't do well with hot.
(I'm trying not to fling things at passers-by...)
There are boys. I don't do well with boys.
boy 1- I'm annoyed with, and have been for nearly a year. It's (almost) completely unreasonable on my part, because most of my annoyance stems from liking him, and him not liking me back. And I really can't fault someone for that. But I'm still bitter.
And conversing with this person can be like pulling teeth. Anyway. I think that I stopped liking him about 3 days ago. so that helps.
boy 2- I do not want to date, even a little bit. He can be fun to hang out with, when without his friends. He is fucking hottttttttt (in my book. the rest of you would probably think he's old and shaves his head and that it should stop. but no!) HOwever, he has an uncanny ability to make me feel bad about myself, and is currently living at home. So, we have nowhere to screw (he's allergic to cats) and even if we did....I'm not sure.
boy 3- I have a crush on an internet boy. *kills self*
There are friends. I do great with friends.
There is ClerksII...I do great with clerks.
It's hot by the computer. I'll write more later.