Jan 31, 2010 20:40
Apathy and affection...
of this world~ yea yea always just putting yourself in canvas.It's just too easy but in the same way too spoiled.You see the object but don't want to see its shadow.So naive..why everyone have the impression that it can be easy and simple..no this world is not what we see before us.You have to unplug your ears,to take off those dark glasses to understand.It just irritates me.My views are suicidal,emo,crazy? Don't give me that crap.How can that be.This is view for my world don't try to summarize it in something so small and passable.Even though I´ve always been under someone´s wing until now,this have made me free to shook off myself from any prejudices.Not talking-because I have nothing to say,why should I say something..why should I?I talk a lot with whom I have to say something to.Why should I border what you think of me..I don't care your thinking has nothing to do with me.I cannot control it but you cannot control mine either.We are like open system.Not everything is allowed to come or to get away.
And after all we all dare to make things simpler.Why should I thing in black and white,why should I put dark sunglasses?To know the truth is to know the fact,which cannot be changed,but the way you see it is not mono at all..it shouldn't be.So much to say,but so chaotic way to write...First order your thoughts,ka?Right but I can't just like that I have so many ways of thinking but it's so hard put them in order it takes too much time...but I should in order to sharpen my resolve for what I'm doing and were I'm going and how I'm going to survive.....